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    Monday, October 23rd, 2006
    9:30 am
    i'm actually, for the first time in my life, excited about the prospect of getting a job in which i will end up with plenty of money left over to spend on booze, piercings and music. I hope it works out.

    any how, i didn't get a paychekc this week, but my medical supplies were covered and i was reimbursed for about 375, 125 of which was left to my parents for a cell phone bill that is a mnistak as far as i know. regardless, i have rent for the 1st and i am going to vanocuver on th 18th or so of december by bus. that should wail hard. i will miss my girl. so that emans i need to know of any shows in vancouver at that time cause i will hit them up, especially if this job goes through.

    Current Music: I-F - Disco Slique (Instrumental)
    Thursday, September 28th, 2006
    8:16 pm
    So now i ahve a job and a place to live. i move in on saturday or sunday i think, which is good. i can finally stop bumming around at my friends places and settle down. also i have a job. right now the work is slow as i'm in the oil patch and it's just getting into full bore. it pays well and there are lots of hours. also most of the welders i work with smoke pot. jesus wtf.
    Tuesday, September 12th, 2006
    4:52 pm
    so i had this dream last night that's left me shaken all damn day.

    I'm in a room at a house with my girlfriend. I think it is her room in her house. I might hear music in the background, i don't know. It almost seems we are at a party at her house which is ludicrous. So this guy i know and saw on Sunday was there with us. My girlfriend ends up half naked and he goes down on her. She is smiling and laughing and enjoying it. He gets ready to have sex with her and he looks at his watch. Says something like "oh" and then gets ready to take off. My girlfriend says something like "Can't you just take two minutes, it doesn't take us too long sometimes" and points or looks at me. I think he takes off and i wake up.

    It was so strange. The whole time i watched and tried not to show it was bothering me, but when i woke up i was so lonely and shaken. Very odd. I don't know why it bothered me so when i woke up. I haven't talked to my girlfriend since late sunday night, early monday morning. I was also in a shit mood last night and ended up drinking myself to sleep, leaving my room only once that day for a couple hours to fart around downtown.

    I need to get a job and pick my life up, this shit is harsh.

    Current Music: mogwai - two rights make 1 wrong (live)
    Thursday, August 31st, 2006
    5:56 pm
    i'm lonely.

    Current Mood: lonely
    Current Music: meat beat manifesto - circles
    Sunday, July 23rd, 2006
    12:48 pm
    hey fuckers i graduated and got my first year english out of the way and a new job, suck on that asshole
    Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
    12:39 am
    man

    friday. my mparents are coming home tomorrow night, i will see them. i get 5 days off of work. i have an exam tomorrow which i don't care about. i'm going to get wasted tonight and go hungover. i also need to do some shit. i need to travel with an old and close friend of mine soon, i miss her. but i have a girlfriend also. fuck. life is great.
    Thursday, June 22nd, 2006
    11:18 pm
    gradutation is coming in a week. what then? i am taking a year off. my mother says, when i imform her that i do not intend to attend post secondary yet, that i should not make any plans as 'me and your father' already made my plans for me. i don;t think so. i will probably hang around here for six months or so, i don't know, make some cash... i wis to see some old friends and travel also. i haven't gone to school much recently, i can't handle it. i didn't today.

    also, it's hard to have sex with people one fooot and a half smaller than you.

    oh and i've moved out. my parents are now in Gibsons and i am here with a family friend. i need to look into finding a place for myself i suppose. we'll see.

    Current Music: leafcutter john - seba
    Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
    10:19 pm
    so this morning my girlfriend wakes me up by crawling into bed with me. we spent all day together, laying in bed until about 1 and then eating lunch and hanging out at home untill about 20 minutes ago. no school, nothing, it was probably an amazing day.

    but i didn't get to blast my music, and my parents were going to pick me up a tool tshirt but i didn't have my phone and missed the call, and it is her fault :(
    Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
    10:59 pm
    so i was sick on saturday, and i couldn't make it to work. too sick to call in, which pissed of the manager who was there, and he's still not happy. regardless, he shceduled me for this saturday, which i, of course, already have plans for, it being my girlfriends borthday, and now i need to get it off. also, i need friday off because of a 'doctors appointment' and a test i need to study ahrd for which i've already taken. now he is going to like this even less, but i need it off anyhow. so, it seems, i am more than likely going to get fired for this, but i don't know. i need to get a new job it seems because this one will not last. but whatever, it isn't hard to get work in this town, and so i will get the time off, maybe even beg for it. what ever, rock on new york.
    Sunday, April 30th, 2006
    12:48 am
    coke on my
     man i feel good, but i'm a hermit this weekend.

    i feel odd. very happy, and kind of drunk, but whatever.

    my mother is leaving in like 3 weeks, so that means in 3 weeks it's time for me to start totally bombing highschool with disregard for everyone. that should be killer.


    any way i just like totally found out that not only do the mars volta wail, they wail hard. also, primus is good, and i like singing.

    i haven't slept in 5 nights now.

    i also called a guy in england, boy was that fun. i'm not being sarcastic or anything either.

    Current Music: bruce springsteen - the ghost of tom joad.
    Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
    12:02 am
    wow am i ever pissed off right now.
    Monday, April 17th, 2006
    11:25 pm
    hey, so life is good

    like the only things bothering me now are stupid, like i need a car, and i have to finish this essay for tomorrow, then, eventually, decide what to do next year. oh and i am supposed to work 8 shifts in a row starting wednesday, but fuck me there is no way i can do that and go to school. so i'm ging to try and get at least friday off. actually, it's more like 10 shifts in 11 days with one day off after 8 shifts.

    but man, i feel good.

    Current Music: primus - diamondback sturgeon (fisherman's chronicals pt 3)
    Thursday, March 30th, 2006
    10:25 pm
    The Grapes of Wrath is a fucking awesome book, straight up. I don't know how people can speak, let alone write, the dialogue in that book.

    anyway, sinicalypse, you my dawg, and one day me and you gonna produce us a hip hop song.
    Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
    10:47 pm
    man i am in a shitty mood, i need to fuck somethin and then break some people and hurt shit.

    fuck.
    Saturday, March 25th, 2006
    1:38 pm
    the entire left side of my body is numb.
    Thursday, March 23rd, 2006
    8:53 pm
    i feel like shit. man i just want to wake up tomorrow ahah
    Saturday, March 18th, 2006
    12:34 am
    canucks vs detroit sunday 7pm pacific baby, ill be there, spperently behind the box.

    also i get to se whats her name on monday, it's already been like 11 days or something.
    Friday, March 10th, 2006
    3:48 pm
    So i'm on the sunshine coast, in Gibsons, basically, weening away 9 or 10 days while my parents look for a house. I got a laptop now, it is pretty slick. that's what i'm posting from. Also, i'm going to do some exploring. right now when i look up i can see the ocean and some islands, and some sweet trees. the sun is out, it melted all the snow that fell this morning. it is nice to see these things, but i still miss my girlfriend and stuff. i want to get drunk, but i don't think i will for a while. sweet.

    also this is the longest entry i've done in about forever.

    Current Music: Global Goon - Glory B
    Monday, March 6th, 2006
    5:34 pm
    my girlfriend leaves tomorrow for 12 days and i'm already horny. but it's spring break, so i'll probably forget about it until near the end. let's go get drunk.

    Current Music: FREESCHA - COME GOOD.
    Friday, February 3rd, 2006
    4:37 pm
    szycag fucking wails.

    Current Music: venetian snares - szycag
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